I can't stand binge drinking for the most part myself. Even if I do drink a great deal or great amount of liquor or hard liquor I have to stop at some point. I try to never break through or never tried to break through to drink more and more like many do or did in the past in their life. Basically like sailors trying to drink each other under the table or that old saying.
I couldn't stand not being able to sleep myself. If it ever got that bad I'd have to quit myself.
im getting better i can see that when im starting on it, and i cut myself off for a day or two, yeah.
im pretty open about this, i want to be sober. just fucking hard alone, i've developed a major problem and I am happy you overcame it
i've gone thru pretty much every withdrawal in the book, i have people in my life i can talk with with but i try not to let them know.... fuck it
i got called one time by a very dear friend, i could barely fucking talk from shakes and was sick moments before, she was "want me to call back later" im like no this will go on for the next day or two
DONT FUCKING DRINK
I'm getting to the point where I don't ever want to drink again myself. I want a long period of time and for my body to at least readjust to the point where two beers is all I need myself or really want myself.
I'm not worried about the money per say exactly even though it's $50 per month or so ($12.50 for a case of beer each week or something like that).
It's basically getting to where you said "DONT FUCKING DRINK" and that's definitely true. I don't want to be trapped in at some point where I can't quit drinking. I feel liquor or hard liquor (I quit hard liquor a while back) could trap me at some point like it traps so many others. I made the decision to quit hard liquor a few months back which was probably for the best and now I gave up liquor completely for now at least.
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