Read the whole thing, man. Youre right, you need to go out there and experience the world, do things that make you happy. Places like poal and voat should not be a lifestyle, that is a recipe for disaster. I went through the same type of accusations for a time because I was angry at the type of shitposting going on in certain dedicated subs that reminded me of sbbh. I had to take a break. That is what I propose to you. I do agree on certain levels that aou should not move posts as frequently as he does, but to take it so personally and to just quit sewms like a huge waste of your potential. Take some time man and really think about this. Everything gets complicated when there is money on the table. I literally went through the same situation. But I learned that money doesnt necessarily buy any special treatment, at the end of the day pmyb2 makes the calls. We're all human (most of us anyway). These free speech sites expose us to some of the harshest scrutiny. It's a game to some people to try and demoralize and shut down opinions. But the whole idea is to always get the truth out there no matter what adversity we face. Soon enough its going to be time to take the fight to the real world and you cannot let the opinions of others slow down your ambition. Take some serious time off, buddy, spend it with your girlfriend, spend it doing the things you love and maybe after enough time you might decide to stop in now and again. Whatever happens, brother, I wish you the best in your endeavors, I wish you nothing but success in all you put your mind to. Ive seen what youre capable of. Godspeed and Sieg Heil