I felt this way during covid and some time after. Then increased mass immigration in Europe started waking people up in masses, as you can see from the riots. This is one of the few things giving me a purpose in life, if not the only. Maybe things will become more interesting in America as well after the election. I don't know if this is something you are looking for in life. Most people don't care about the truth, they are just here to live their lives and listen to instructions. It was always like this and it will always be like this, it's the natural order.