You know, I am being a giant faggot right now.
I always play this silly little game I don't really enjoy playing, the game where I pretend I don't exist.
If I stay real still, and don't talk to any of my friends or family, maybe I can fade off into the background noise without anyone noticing.
It is such a greedy thing to do.
I get you, but depression is for faggots, try to snap out of it.
Part of problem is that I don't think I care about anything right now.
Everything seems trivial and trite, and not a single human I know in person seems to care about the truth.
Am I incorrect? Probably.
Am I wrong? I am not sure.
I felt this way during covid and some time after. Then increased mass immigration in Europe started waking people up in masses, as you can see from the riots.
This is one of the few things giving me a purpose in life, if not the only.
Maybe things will become more interesting in America as well after the election.
I don't know if this is something you are looking for in life. Most people don't care about the truth, they are just here to live their lives and listen to instructions. It was always like this and it will always be like this, it's the natural order.
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