I'm sure you could leave if you really wanted. If nogs can get a pass to live here indefinitely, so can you. Fact is, you probably think deep down the nogs there aren't too bad. Probably a bunch of them are your "mates" or whatever. You think you can "make it work" through reasoned debate and dialog with the savages. White people always make that mistake. Best of luck. When they have their final starvation-level chimpout you are all going to die, and they may even eat and/or fuck your corpses.