You suffer from deep seeded insecurities and a lack of ability to properly express the true nature of the demons that lay within you, leading to a vicious cycle of self depreciation that lashes out externally as a force to push away any meaningful contact. As a result of your self feeding loop, you find yourself wondering what the fundamental issue is and break it down into simpler terms like anger or hatred or fury that only graze the surface of the true issue that lies deep within.
Until you can face your inner ID head on and accept the penalties of being a fundamentally bad person pretending to be good, you'll always be forced to ask yourself "wtf is wrong with me?"
You suffer from deep seeded insecurities and a lack of ability to properly express the true nature of the demons that lay within you, leading to a vicious cycle of self depreciation that lashes out externally as a force to push away any meaningful contact. As a result of your self feeding loop, you find yourself wondering what the fundamental issue is and break it down into simpler terms like anger or hatred or fury that only graze the surface of the true issue that lies deep within.
Until you can face your inner ID head on and accept the penalties of being a fundamentally bad person pretending to be good, you'll always be forced to ask yourself "wtf is wrong with me?"
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