I was in love with it until father Paul. He single handedly destroyed it for me. 45 minute homily about nothing. He would just drone on about nonsense. I still pray my Catholic prayers because I don't know any other ones plus they feel right and communal. I just can't set foot in a church. I can't see how Jesus would think that men in dresses parading around gold trinkets screaming at us about how fucked up we are is what he wants for us. Loving God is so much more than getting yelled at and giving money a bunch of greedy men.