So my church and I seem to be running into a mild issue. I don' know, maybe i'm over thinking this one. My wife died a few years ago, understandable my brain is all over the place currently. But it seems like the church i go to is already talking about me getting remarried, etc. I decided to get a replica ring because my old one was damaged and thought why not? But the church seems to not have been a fan, because most people did not appreciate me putting on a wedding ring as a widower, it was met with either silence, or complete apathy. And mentioning her is also weird, as if im never supposed to talk about her or something. But i still love my wife, even if she isn't here physically. So now my brain is completely confused by what im supposed to do. I tried suppression but it feels like that made things worst, but being honest with my feelings is also not working.