Read between the lines, he had Asperger's Syndrome which is when the planets are in unfortunate signs and or houses at the time of birth, his mother had been seduced by a Roman Legionnaire at about age 15 he being the product of that liaison, thus conceived out of wedlock he was an outcast in his own home. For spiritual guidance I might read parts of the Koran once or twice per year, the parts of Christianity that gall the most are the [John 3:16 crowd](https://i.postimg.cc/wBXMPJxw/J-316.jpg), the "Son of God" file and the "Blessed Mary Ever Virgin" line .. the Christian evangelists make me puke for failing to stand for 911 truth more particularly. Like if they wanted to emulate Jesus in any way they would be hard down on the Jews who perpetrated the attacks, in the same way Jesus was hard down on the Jews of his day, for me and for Jesus antisemitism is and was a holy duty in the face of Jewish evil. **Feedback - "Oy vey goyim only Jews have ever told lies, also astrology is real .. best you can do? Really?"** Sure it is, I will paraphrase Isaac Newton's response to those who pooh poohed his interest in the subject, “I have studied these things you have not.” Another thing that bugs me about Christianity is its reliance on the Jewish Pantheon comprising as it does the long list of Jew heroes and prophets, I couldn't give an eff about any of that or any of them, and when I encounter parts in the Koran that go on about Jews and Jewish history I skip thru. I am just as happy with the European Pantheon in its various forms and the way they attune with astrology, no less than the Egyptian, South American, Hindu and Chinese Pantheons most of which have actually conscripted Jesus in any case, as well I regularly consult the Oracle of the Tao called the I Ching. I believe the [entire universe](https://cdn.eso.org/images/screen/eso0302d.jpg) considered as a whole generates its own intelligence and that is what God is, that in the face of it all the Pantheons become vanity, and just as Newton et al assure us that "for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction," so is there an evil force that achieves form and substance in the Jewish penchant for human sacrifice - abortion no less - and worship of the "Golden Calf" or Moloch!