naw i refuse to take pills, i really only brushed the surface on the withdrawls i gone thru >Sounds like some miserable experiences. yeah its not fun, i tell normal people think of the worst hangover you ever had, times it by 50. I'm just open about it, it helps in a way. some think im looking for pity im not, i fully did this to myself. i get joked on about from time to time, but im the honest one. i mean i can wean off so its not so bad, but with any alcoholic you dont see that point. booze to me amps me up i just get caught in a cycle, tbh the insomnia kills me the most. nausea can last a day or two, if i can sleep to which i never can I really only say publicly about this incase anyone else reads it etc. im rambling, but yeah i aint fucking around