Gotta do what all you gotta do to get sober. You're going to feel so much better. Wake up, no hangover, no drug cravings, loose weight, etc. Get a new group of people to hang out with after you get out. People that share your values of being sober. Do not hang out with drunks and addicts anymore. Stay away from them Best of luck to you, brother. Been a long time coming. Do this, get a good White woman and make babies.