lol, thats a bit old fashioned. He's a PC purist. I have once told him that if he could borrow my computer to get work done if I ever lose my shit and beat his computer and monitor with an aluminum bat. Co-dependent on a damn inanimate object, cant leave his four foot radius around the PC without feeling like he's left part of his soul behind. Wants to tie down a damn country girl, but thinks being outside is waste of time. Will love me unconditionally from the safety of his PC unless i have a really good reason for him to temporarily leave his station. He says that will change once he starts earning a stable check but i'm thinking the only thing that will change is that i'll have enough money to get the car reinstated and have gas money to get out of the godamn house. Recently he's been studying fishing alot so i'm hoping he'll want to spend more time outside at the river once we can afford a pole. God i hope so. I spend alot of time online but honestly i would rather not be home about 60% of the day. I'm a lady of culture, and words, but I wonder if a slap would do him some good. He needs to touch grass. But other than my imagination blowing everything out of proportion, him and I are pretty solid. hehe i see what you did there, i'm just a scrub with stupid relationship anxiety. He's a stellar guy, but the only evidence of his existence is within that 4ft space. Haha, well, also our kid. but if you will, imagine this conversation with friends that you make "hey we have so much fun with your guys! Does your fiance want to come hang out with us sometimes." "I'll ask him, but probably not" "What does he do all day?" "plays computer games." "what does he do for a living?" "nothing" "when is he available to hang out?" "after 3PM if you schedule it in advance." recently he's been employed but damn my poor stupid ego. We're probably through this particular rough patch but how can someone sit at a computer all day making us play chicken with a brick wall. God what is wrong with me. I gave you hard time earlier but i'm not a relationship genius haha. Everythings fine!