Wife scared the shit out of me about something and it made get hasty with another white man. I got a little aggressive and out of line. Once I realized everything was ok, I went back, apologized, he offered me a beer and we talked about Jews and niggers. Then I had a second to drive home the friendship. Fucking best day. I had to note: he almost immediately started talking about niggers to check my power level. I almost hugged him. Sometimes I feel alone and angry. I am not alone.