Damnit. Optics. It is what is important. Let yourself get beat to death. Let yourself go and be a sitting duck defenseless around the animal cruel foreign world. Let it in you lazy sack of shit. Care about optics. It is your out to never do anything you fucking beached whale getting fed on by vultures. Were you ever alive to begin with? Lukewarm fuckers the lot. I am only mad at myself. Never relax.