Kid on the way mate. You may deserve better, but this is the hand God has dealt you. If all these things have happened when she was pregnant, thats just life brother. Bitches be crazy. You will have offspring soon. Something that is half of you and half of her.. You need to take care of that. As for all the other shit, just be good at what you do.
I've learned the hard way if God wants someone in or out of my life, He will place them or take them whether I like it or not. When I stopped fighting that my life became a lot less stressful. My wife becomes a better woman every day as we navigate how we hurt each other and learn to speak to each other, just the same makes me a better man for her. I'm no angel. I may deserve better, but she is the one placed in my life, who I am meant to work with, to get better with. This is how my story is being written by Him and I accept this as a gift. A few years ago even I'd have left her and continued a lonely life. Might sound cheesy or weird, but this is how I justify the means to a better end
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