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Tonight I was talking to my dad. I just recently hit four decades, and I've been married just shy half of that. My spouse is the closest I've had to a friend, but I can honestly say that my spouse has chosen to remain "shadowed" emotionally. I am pretty open book, and have sought that with my spouse but I guess that's the nature of relationships. If both were too open it would be doomed to fail? idk. The conversation with my father, who is about 23 years older than me, meandered through talking about how the close by neighbors don't have goals of supporting one another as their primary target even when making the first support move; they're still focused on the big conglomerates they're tied to through work even though its very clear that this is a dead end(both his and mine). I told him that our next jump(relocation wise) I had intended to cover a "mil suite" to include him and his wife because he was the only family I had.

How many of us do not have friends, do not know anyone who would put someone they know first over feeding a conglomerate that would fuck them over first? What kind of world have we turned into where business relationships matter more than the people who we live next to, with similar goals and desires? WHY is it that we, who would do this, exist, yet we are so isolated and far apart from one another that we can not make any difference? Why can't we come together, to just exist in peace with one another? WTF happened that we are all offspring from most likely degenerate copulations and mediocre parenting, yet we are the highest quality among the remainder? I guess this is why eugenics will always fail. It can't quantify this output.

I suppose what I just wrote amounts to holding hands and singing in perfect harmony(derived from degenerates). Except, I believe in God and the Devil and they certainly play a big role in what we're doing here on earth. I just feel intense solitude and sadness, because our failure to come together will result in our demise. I have children, y'know. You faggots should learn to find others like yourselves, like me, and we should work together and honor god and goodness. Which is a laugh. Because I'm quite sure at least half of you faggots still think the jew's lies of "Thor" or "Odin" are our real gods. Which just makes me want to cry. There's nothing the kikes hate more than Jesus. How could you not be like a heat sinking missile to the very thing your enemy hates the most? IDK

I'm drunk. You're welcome(sarcasm). I love you all, even the ones who want to believe in Thor or Odin. I know why you feel that way. I think we are all the last vestiges of what is good here, even the worst of us. We're the last of humankind who knows how to think. I think we would support one another in our freedom and would fight to the death over it. Even though we're spread out so far from one another. I wish it were different.

This is the end, my only friends.

Tonight I was talking to my dad. I just recently hit four decades, and I've been married just shy half of that. My spouse is the closest I've had to a friend, but I can honestly say that my spouse has chosen to remain "shadowed" emotionally. I am pretty open book, and have sought that with my spouse but I guess that's the nature of relationships. If both were too open it would be doomed to fail? idk. The conversation with my father, who is about 23 years older than me, meandered through talking about how the close by neighbors don't have goals of supporting one another as their primary target even when making the first support move; they're still focused on the big conglomerates they're tied to through work even though its very clear that this is a dead end(both his and mine). I told him that our next jump(relocation wise) I had intended to cover a "mil suite" to include him and his wife because he was the only family I had. How many of us do not have friends, do not know anyone who would put someone they know first over feeding a conglomerate that would fuck them over first? What kind of world have we turned into where business relationships matter more than the people who we live next to, with similar goals and desires? WHY is it that we, who would do this, exist, yet we are so isolated and far apart from one another that we can not make any difference? Why can't we come together, to just exist in peace with one another? WTF happened that we are all offspring from most likely degenerate copulations and mediocre parenting, yet we are the highest quality among the remainder? I guess this is why eugenics will always fail. It can't quantify this output. I suppose what I just wrote amounts to holding hands and singing in perfect harmony(derived from degenerates). Except, I believe in God and the Devil and they certainly play a big role in what we're doing here on earth. I just feel intense solitude and sadness, because our failure to come together will result in our demise. I have children, y'know. You faggots should learn to find others like yourselves, like me, and we should work together and honor god and goodness. Which is a laugh. Because I'm quite sure at least half of you faggots still think the jew's lies of "Thor" or "Odin" are our real gods. Which just makes me want to cry. There's nothing the kikes hate more than Jesus. How could you not be like a heat sinking missile to the very thing your enemy hates the most? IDK I'm drunk. You're welcome(sarcasm). I love you all, even the ones who want to believe in Thor or Odin. I know why you feel that way. I think we are all the last vestiges of what is good here, even the worst of us. We're the last of humankind who knows how to think. I think we would support one another in our freedom and would fight to the death over it. Even though we're spread out so far from one another. I wish it were different. This is the end, my only friends.

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I learned that lesson when my father passed away.

I come from a tribe that has been split up into a bunch of pieces over the last 2000+ years and each piece has had a different acceleration rate towards modernism.

The pieces that are either more modern or individuals that left for the most modern west are suffering EXACTLY from what you describe. They all know something is missing but don't know what is missing or how to even to begin getting it back.

My father passed in one of the more ancient pieces who have managed to retain the cultural norms and traditions of at least 600 years ago. When I went back to place him to rest, I met my ancient people.

And I fit right in. Like a glove that never left and explored the world. I was born in the west, I've lived and learned here and traveled and experienced the world. But, I never felt at home in my country of birth. Somehow, when I returned, I fit right in like I had been there for the last 600 years.

That is where I got the idea that we have at least 7 different species of human on the planet, because there is no possible way to explain the differences between the "ethnicities" without invoking speciation. I fit because embedded in my genome is 2000+ years of tears, bloodshed and beauty.

I now understand why I have effectively written off other parts of the family over the years -- there is ancient knowledge built into my dna that can tell when something is not right, and they are not right.

I think this is what you are sensing. I think everyone here senses it as well. This is why we are here.

My fathers death was a true (final) gift of his. I was gifted vision into the past and through the past I am now able to see the future.

The future shall be glorious. I plan on building places of worship on half the planet that our people occupy, places of wellspring to recharge our people. I'm bringing all of you home with me.