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Tonight I was talking to my dad. I just recently hit four decades, and I've been married just shy half of that. My spouse is the closest I've had to a friend, but I can honestly say that my spouse has chosen to remain "shadowed" emotionally. I am pretty open book, and have sought that with my spouse but I guess that's the nature of relationships. If both were too open it would be doomed to fail? idk. The conversation with my father, who is about 23 years older than me, meandered through talking about how the close by neighbors don't have goals of supporting one another as their primary target even when making the first support move; they're still focused on the big conglomerates they're tied to through work even though its very clear that this is a dead end(both his and mine). I told him that our next jump(relocation wise) I had intended to cover a "mil suite" to include him and his wife because he was the only family I had.

How many of us do not have friends, do not know anyone who would put someone they know first over feeding a conglomerate that would fuck them over first? What kind of world have we turned into where business relationships matter more than the people who we live next to, with similar goals and desires? WHY is it that we, who would do this, exist, yet we are so isolated and far apart from one another that we can not make any difference? Why can't we come together, to just exist in peace with one another? WTF happened that we are all offspring from most likely degenerate copulations and mediocre parenting, yet we are the highest quality among the remainder? I guess this is why eugenics will always fail. It can't quantify this output.

I suppose what I just wrote amounts to holding hands and singing in perfect harmony(derived from degenerates). Except, I believe in God and the Devil and they certainly play a big role in what we're doing here on earth. I just feel intense solitude and sadness, because our failure to come together will result in our demise. I have children, y'know. You faggots should learn to find others like yourselves, like me, and we should work together and honor god and goodness. Which is a laugh. Because I'm quite sure at least half of you faggots still think the jew's lies of "Thor" or "Odin" are our real gods. Which just makes me want to cry. There's nothing the kikes hate more than Jesus. How could you not be like a heat sinking missile to the very thing your enemy hates the most? IDK

I'm drunk. You're welcome(sarcasm). I love you all, even the ones who want to believe in Thor or Odin. I know why you feel that way. I think we are all the last vestiges of what is good here, even the worst of us. We're the last of humankind who knows how to think. I think we would support one another in our freedom and would fight to the death over it. Even though we're spread out so far from one another. I wish it were different.

This is the end, my only friends.

Tonight I was talking to my dad. I just recently hit four decades, and I've been married just shy half of that. My spouse is the closest I've had to a friend, but I can honestly say that my spouse has chosen to remain "shadowed" emotionally. I am pretty open book, and have sought that with my spouse but I guess that's the nature of relationships. If both were too open it would be doomed to fail? idk. The conversation with my father, who is about 23 years older than me, meandered through talking about how the close by neighbors don't have goals of supporting one another as their primary target even when making the first support move; they're still focused on the big conglomerates they're tied to through work even though its very clear that this is a dead end(both his and mine). I told him that our next jump(relocation wise) I had intended to cover a "mil suite" to include him and his wife because he was the only family I had. How many of us do not have friends, do not know anyone who would put someone they know first over feeding a conglomerate that would fuck them over first? What kind of world have we turned into where business relationships matter more than the people who we live next to, with similar goals and desires? WHY is it that we, who would do this, exist, yet we are so isolated and far apart from one another that we can not make any difference? Why can't we come together, to just exist in peace with one another? WTF happened that we are all offspring from most likely degenerate copulations and mediocre parenting, yet we are the highest quality among the remainder? I guess this is why eugenics will always fail. It can't quantify this output. I suppose what I just wrote amounts to holding hands and singing in perfect harmony(derived from degenerates). Except, I believe in God and the Devil and they certainly play a big role in what we're doing here on earth. I just feel intense solitude and sadness, because our failure to come together will result in our demise. I have children, y'know. You faggots should learn to find others like yourselves, like me, and we should work together and honor god and goodness. Which is a laugh. Because I'm quite sure at least half of you faggots still think the jew's lies of "Thor" or "Odin" are our real gods. Which just makes me want to cry. There's nothing the kikes hate more than Jesus. How could you not be like a heat sinking missile to the very thing your enemy hates the most? IDK I'm drunk. You're welcome(sarcasm). I love you all, even the ones who want to believe in Thor or Odin. I know why you feel that way. I think we are all the last vestiges of what is good here, even the worst of us. We're the last of humankind who knows how to think. I think we would support one another in our freedom and would fight to the death over it. Even though we're spread out so far from one another. I wish it were different. This is the end, my only friends.

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You should try living somewhere else. Society in populated areas is crushing because there is no reason to have relationships with anyone since they will move in and out of your sphere so transiently. It's the npc meme in reality. All of the necessities in life dont really come from anywhere in those areas it's all artificially piped in. Human behavior and instinct were never meant to deal with living in such large groups in such an artificial environment.

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Every guy I thought was a friend screwed me over. Every woman I cared about stabbed me in the back. Im not an idiot. I treated people with respect. people are shit. Dont trust them.

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Friends are strange creatures, ruled by love and time and distance.

Everyone lives in their own mind, don't blame them for thinking about themselves.

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Should I hug you or hold you at arm's distance?

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hes gay and has the GRID, so you should keep him as far from your bootyhole as possible

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Put your middle finger in my butt

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There's nothing the kikes hate more than Jesus. How could you not be like a heat sinking missile to the very thing your enemy hates the most?

Beats me. Why don't we ask the Christians that have made it a point to transform their religion into one centered around submitting to semitism? There's no point in expressing resentment towards paganism. They're not your enemies. They never will be. 'Jesus' isn't the only way. Not to imply paganism is correct. But hey, moving further away from semites would be better altogether. The strength of Christianity is done. It's a house of weakness now.

I'm sorry your loneliness has made you this way. It's fucking heart breaking to know someone married for so long feels so alone. It reminds me of my own parents. I really hate how shallow virtually every kind of friendship is now. I guess, if we wanted to, we could blame the zionist occupation of our societies. It's almost undeniable how their influence has ruined so much and all their attempts to obfuscate it has only made it more obvious as time passes.

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Christians spent 1700 years fighting dues only to fall at last to Satan's will. Loving your enemies minions. The synagogue of Satan Was Christianities undoing.

The truth will become clear

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Also, paganism did not go away, at all.

The bible has embedded in it A LOT of paganism. Basically christianity carried it along without fully conquering our people.

This makes our path forward easier. We only need to extract our ancient pagan ways from christianity, throw away the semitic nonsense and build from there.

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Our ancient ancestors were far more comfortable communing with Wralda and Freya in a blessed grove in the forest than with anyone who would tell them about what their gods wanted. In fact, they warned us against the priests and their idolatrous temples.

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It's funny you write that. My mind has been "reading" what I would term some aspect of our mythology that is burned into our peoples dna. This stuff just bubbles up once in a while, as if it were buried. Not just for me. I have been reading more and more prose by our people here and on .win. Something ancient stirs in our people.

For reference, I just pulled up some of my notes. One of the core ideas that I have written is that we don't actually exist. Instead, it is our gods that exist and we are merely the mythology that they tell each other, come alive.

In a way, we are merely the whispers on our gods lips. Our gods birth us unto this plane of existence, they tell each other the stories of our lives and when the stories end we return from whence we came.

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I learned that lesson when my father passed away.

I come from a tribe that has been split up into a bunch of pieces over the last 2000+ years and each piece has had a different acceleration rate towards modernism.

The pieces that are either more modern or individuals that left for the most modern west are suffering EXACTLY from what you describe. They all know something is missing but don't know what is missing or how to even to begin getting it back.

My father passed in one of the more ancient pieces who have managed to retain the cultural norms and traditions of at least 600 years ago. When I went back to place him to rest, I met my ancient people.

And I fit right in. Like a glove that never left and explored the world. I was born in the west, I've lived and learned here and traveled and experienced the world. But, I never felt at home in my country of birth. Somehow, when I returned, I fit right in like I had been there for the last 600 years.

That is where I got the idea that we have at least 7 different species of human on the planet, because there is no possible way to explain the differences between the "ethnicities" without invoking speciation. I fit because embedded in my genome is 2000+ years of tears, bloodshed and beauty.

I now understand why I have effectively written off other parts of the family over the years -- there is ancient knowledge built into my dna that can tell when something is not right, and they are not right.

I think this is what you are sensing. I think everyone here senses it as well. This is why we are here.

My fathers death was a true (final) gift of his. I was gifted vision into the past and through the past I am now able to see the future.

The future shall be glorious. I plan on building places of worship on half the planet that our people occupy, places of wellspring to recharge our people. I'm bringing all of you home with me.

We haven't got real friends and now even the fake ones have stopped calling

I hope you have

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Yep. You nailed it with a song that made me feel nauseas. You win the Apocalypse Boob Prize. :(

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God compelled me to leave my self created sanctuary after a decade of isolation. (other than my wife and three youngest daughters)

I'm finding like minded people everywhere I look.

Now is the time to network. Satan has conquered the world on his white horse. It's time to prepare.

Ps. You are meant to marry a woman not like yourself. Wives are meant to complete you not be a reflection of you.

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Can you picture, what will be?--so limitless and free? Desperately in need, of some strangers hand, in a desperate land.

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I guess this is why eugenics will always fail. It can't quantify this output.

regression to the mean