You should try living somewhere else. Society in populated areas is crushing because there is no reason to have relationships with anyone since they will move in and out of your sphere so transiently. It's the npc meme in reality. All of the necessities in life dont really come from anywhere in those areas it's all artificially piped in. Human behavior and instinct were never meant to deal with living in such large groups in such an artificial environment.
Every guy I thought was a friend screwed me over. Every woman I cared about stabbed me in the back. Im not an idiot. I treated people with respect. people are shit. Dont trust them.
Friends are strange creatures, ruled by love and time and distance.
Everyone lives in their own mind, don't blame them for thinking about themselves.
Should I hug you or hold you at arm's distance?
hes gay and has the GRID, so you should keep him as far from your bootyhole as possible
Put your middle finger in my butt
There's nothing the kikes hate more than Jesus. How could you not be like a heat sinking missile to the very thing your enemy hates the most?
Beats me. Why don't we ask the Christians that have made it a point to transform their religion into one centered around submitting to semitism? There's no point in expressing resentment towards paganism. They're not your enemies. They never will be. 'Jesus' isn't the only way. Not to imply paganism is correct. But hey, moving further away from semites would be better altogether. The strength of Christianity is done. It's a house of weakness now.
I'm sorry your loneliness has made you this way. It's fucking heart breaking to know someone married for so long feels so alone. It reminds me of my own parents. I really hate how shallow virtually every kind of friendship is now. I guess, if we wanted to, we could blame the zionist occupation of our societies. It's almost undeniable how their influence has ruined so much and all their attempts to obfuscate it has only made it more obvious as time passes.
Christians spent 1700 years fighting dues only to fall at last to Satan's will. Loving your enemies minions. The synagogue of Satan Was Christianities undoing.
The truth will become clear
Also, paganism did not go away, at all.
The bible has embedded in it A LOT of paganism. Basically christianity carried it along without fully conquering our people.
This makes our path forward easier. We only need to extract our ancient pagan ways from christianity, throw away the semitic nonsense and build from there.
Our ancient ancestors were far more comfortable communing with Wralda and Freya in a blessed grove in the forest than with anyone who would tell them about what their gods wanted. In fact, they warned us against the priests and their idolatrous temples.
It's funny you write that. My mind has been "reading" what I would term some aspect of our mythology that is burned into our peoples dna. This stuff just bubbles up once in a while, as if it were buried. Not just for me. I have been reading more and more prose by our people here and on .win. Something ancient stirs in our people.
For reference, I just pulled up some of my notes. One of the core ideas that I have written is that we don't actually exist. Instead, it is our gods that exist and we are merely the mythology that they tell each other, come alive.
In a way, we are merely the whispers on our gods lips. Our gods birth us unto this plane of existence, they tell each other the stories of our lives and when the stories end we return from whence we came.
I learned that lesson when my father passed away.
I come from a tribe that has been split up into a bunch of pieces over the last 2000+ years and each piece has had a different acceleration rate towards modernism.
The pieces that are either more modern or individuals that left for the most modern west are suffering EXACTLY from what you describe. They all know something is missing but don't know what is missing or how to even to begin getting it back.
My father passed in one of the more ancient pieces who have managed to retain the cultural norms and traditions of at least 600 years ago. When I went back to place him to rest, I met my ancient people.
And I fit right in. Like a glove that never left and explored the world. I was born in the west, I've lived and learned here and traveled and experienced the world. But, I never felt at home in my country of birth. Somehow, when I returned, I fit right in like I had been there for the last 600 years.
That is where I got the idea that we have at least 7 different species of human on the planet, because there is no possible way to explain the differences between the "ethnicities" without invoking speciation. I fit because embedded in my genome is 2000+ years of tears, bloodshed and beauty.
I now understand why I have effectively written off other parts of the family over the years -- there is ancient knowledge built into my dna that can tell when something is not right, and they are not right.
I think this is what you are sensing. I think everyone here senses it as well. This is why we are here.
My fathers death was a true (final) gift of his. I was gifted vision into the past and through the past I am now able to see the future.
The future shall be glorious. I plan on building places of worship on half the planet that our people occupy, places of wellspring to recharge our people. I'm bringing all of you home with me.
We haven't got real friends and now even the fake ones have stopped calling
I hope you have
Yep. You nailed it with a song that made me feel nauseas. You win the Apocalypse Boob Prize. :(
God compelled me to leave my self created sanctuary after a decade of isolation. (other than my wife and three youngest daughters)
I'm finding like minded people everywhere I look.
Now is the time to network. Satan has conquered the world on his white horse. It's time to prepare.
Ps. You are meant to marry a woman not like yourself. Wives are meant to complete you not be a reflection of you.
Can you picture, what will be?--so limitless and free? Desperately in need, of some strangers hand, in a desperate land.
I guess this is why eugenics will always fail. It can't quantify this output.
regression to the mean
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