No no no no.. taking responsibility for yourself and actions is the only solution and way foresrdm don't blame the world. Or Satan or anything else. You can't focus because you haven't put in the work required to focus. You don't have the results you want because you haven't taken the prerequisite steps to achieve it. That's not on anyone else but you. I understand your dilemma. Abd that alot of other people share it. But. Just like you got yourself in that situation. You're aware of the situation and that's the first step to getting yourself out of it. Don't sit by blaming everyone else. Take responsibility for yourself. Abd continue to work on solving your problem. You're already on the right track. Good luck.