At this point I'm about to crack mentally, my entire family and friend group has effectively disowned me because I haven't gotten an experimental dangerous treatment for a harmless flu, the only contact I have with any of them are the regular phonecalls and text messages urging me to get the vaccine "because they love me" or "for my own good". They've always been major libtards but they're still my family and I've never held it against them, it's not their fault they're brainwashed by Jews. My work has been giving out memos about vaccination becoming mandatory soon, I might get evicted if I don't get the gene therapy vax within the next few months and I'm not be able to afford a new place. Even if I could afford to fight it in court the legal system is completely owned by Jews who will throw out the law at the drop of a yamaka. I'm effectively going to become homeless and be cut off from my entire family if I don't get injected with that fucking poison. I'm about to crack, I can't handle this mental torture much longer. At this point I'm almost about to consider hanging myself, but I may as well just get the vaxx and let it take me out, it might just sterilize or cripple me instead of killing me. Do I have any choices other than get the poison and maybe die, run of into the woods and go offgrid, or just fucking die? please someone talk me out of it.