This is why we need to do irl meetups, to give people a "second family" they can fall back on.
As for you, OP, I'm in a worse position than you are. I've never had a job, and have no friends, and a very distant contact with my family. Though, I guess that makes it easier for me, having never had much instead of having a lot and losing it.
However, I do have experience with reaching the breaking point of panic and desperation that you feel, and I find that once you get past the panic attacks that cone with drastic changes to your life, you can get accustomed to just about anything, for me a lot of my attacks came at me leaving some major stage of my life, dissatisfied with how it turned out I also tend to feel it in response to some other person coming and going from my life, or in response to thoughts of something I did in the past that I regret having had done.
In every case, it gets easier, because you get stronger.
I reccomend thinking about the future, think about the way the world will change down the line, even if you end up poor and homeless, you can take solace that later on the truth about the Vax will come out and you will be vindicated, furthermore, you will be one of the men who kept their fertility, making you a more desirable partner for a lot of women who had also done the same.
Going off grid might actually lead to a fulfilling life, a lot of the dissatisfaction that modern people feel cones from a lack of struggle, things are too dumb comfortable, and perhaps going g into some unclaimed part of the wilderness, building a log cabin, and being a hermit for a bit might lead to some of the life experiences that would do a lot of good for your mental state
I think I've had it pretty good for most of my life, so having these sudden changes throw in my face has been unbearable.
I has having a mini-panic attack when i wrote the OP, and to a degree I still am but your advice is helping to clear my head, thanks.
going full innawoods might be my only option, but it's kinda terrifying. I'm pretty much right in the middle of the 'good times create weak men, weak men create bad times' part of the cycle of civilizations.
BE STRONG. Do not fold under their pressure. It doesn't matter they think they are right. Only a lunatic would take an experimental drug that has NO long-term testing.
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