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At this point I'm about to crack mentally, my entire family and friend group has effectively disowned me because I haven't gotten an experimental dangerous treatment for a harmless flu, the only contact I have with any of them are the regular phonecalls and text messages urging me to get the vaccine "because they love me" or "for my own good". They've always been major libtards but they're still my family and I've never held it against them, it's not their fault they're brainwashed by Jews.

My work has been giving out memos about vaccination becoming mandatory soon, I might get evicted if I don't get the gene therapy vax within the next few months and I'm not be able to afford a new place. Even if I could afford to fight it in court the legal system is completely owned by Jews who will throw out the law at the drop of a yamaka.

I'm effectively going to become homeless and be cut off from my entire family if I don't get injected with that fucking poison.

I'm about to crack, I can't handle this mental torture much longer. At this point I'm almost about to consider hanging myself, but I may as well just get the vaxx and let it take me out, it might just sterilize or cripple me instead of killing me.

Do I have any choices other than get the poison and maybe die, run of into the woods and go offgrid, or just fucking die?

please someone talk me out of it.

At this point I'm about to crack mentally, my entire family and friend group has effectively disowned me because I haven't gotten an experimental dangerous treatment for a harmless flu, the only contact I have with any of them are the regular phonecalls and text messages urging me to get the vaccine "because they love me" or "for my own good". They've always been major libtards but they're still my family and I've never held it against them, it's not their fault they're brainwashed by Jews. My work has been giving out memos about vaccination becoming mandatory soon, I might get evicted if I don't get the gene therapy vax within the next few months and I'm not be able to afford a new place. Even if I could afford to fight it in court the legal system is completely owned by Jews who will throw out the law at the drop of a yamaka. I'm effectively going to become homeless and be cut off from my entire family if I don't get injected with that fucking poison. I'm about to crack, I can't handle this mental torture much longer. At this point I'm almost about to consider hanging myself, but I may as well just get the vaxx and let it take me out, it might just sterilize or cripple me instead of killing me. Do I have any choices other than get the poison and maybe die, run of into the woods and go offgrid, or just fucking die? please someone talk me out of it.

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Sounds like youre going through pretty much what i have, only difference being vaccination or hanging myself are not an option for me.

Wont be doing either. We were told not to take the vax a long time ago. Weird me saying this cos im an ex atheist but go find a church.

I was already pre-tuned for the whole 'because i fucking said no' well before i ever thought of God or anything like that, spent 30 years being told by people around me i was to blame for their problems, up until evil showed me it truly does exist and it was in my own family.

I dont know what remains for me but knowing what i know and seeing what ive seen theres nothing on this planet that will stop me from seeing my dad again in the hereafter.

Still dont really get the whole putting faith in Christ thing but the black hole i have been circling for months having occasional panic attacks over seems a bit more bareable.

I dont get along well with people, not because i dont like them or because im up myself, but because im utter shit at it (abuse from within the family will do that to you). Now im at the point i need to be talking to people. So... ended up finding some people to volunteer with. Gets me out of the house and around people and who im doing the volunteering with well... i should be one of the people we look after. Im not because something looked out for me for a very very long time and told me if i didnt do anything too stupid i will be ok. Dont know how. Cos i havent been able to pay my rent for a month now and power gonna get cut off soon if i dont pony up something for the bill (... what was meant to be a 3 month paid holiday turned into a 2 weeks mess, my work are scrambling to find me anything and im pretty fuckoed)

Dunno. Just... dont give up. You give up its all over. I dont think you need to believe in God or Jesus or anything like that, im more inclined to believe that if you do good for goodness sake and avoid what we got told not to do and keep to them commandments youre gonna get a nice surprise one day... whereas those who claim to be godly but do things purely for reward later are going to find themselves in a very awkward situation having to explain why they went around telling people 'ill pray for you' in haugtiness and arrogance using the words as a whip rather than a blessing.

You get what you deserve does not necessarily mean bad things. If you deserve good, good things will happen, you deserve bad, bad things will happen. I was in the middle. Im not a bad person and when ive had certain decisions to make ive mostly made the right ones. I didnt deserve bad. But im not a particularly nice or godly person so i didnt necessarliy deserve good. So i didnt really get good. But ive got what i need. For now anyway :/

Oh and yeah i feel ya with the running away thing. Not kidding. Ive got semi plans to get a fuckton of tinned food and some plastic containers and head bush near a place i spent a lot of time with as a kid and bury that shit, go home, sell everything i have, and just go native for a year. And given that ive just had it underlined im likely never going to see my niece again (or any siblings she might now have i dont know about because no one has told me) ive got less and less stopping me.