I don't feel like I have a greater purpose per-say. I just know I am part and parcel of the Lord. I am in my 30's. Starting from my mid-20's, I had a few near death experiences in which I felt the presence of the divine and it changed my whole life which is why I started to change my mind about the existence of God. I've had strange unexplainable experiences all throughout my life, but I always chocked it up to some kind of natural phenomenon I just don't know how to explain. I always thought there must be some kind of logical scientific explanation, I just don't know what, so I never gave it much thought. It wasn't until I went through some harrowing experiences that I changed my outlook on everything. It really put things into perspective about what is important. The KJB is a Masonic gematria codex. It is not the word of God. Christianity is a slave religion, a religion for slaves, which imparts a slave morality. Elites aren't Christians. Notice how elites claim to be Christians or Jews, but in reality they worship the Old Ones. The important thing to understand is Christianity is the State religion of the Roman Empire designed to trick people into being obedient to the State. It's essentially Jewish-Roman-Paganism, except it's monotheistic. I have read and studied a lot of history and the occult, so there's no way I will just believe in Christianity, specifically Catholicism. If Catholicism was a holy religion, then they wouldn't have tried to kill everyone with even a slightly different interpretation. Catholicism is a government program. I believe the Bhagavad-gita more than the KJB. I took a vedic studies class at a vedic tample taught by monks and learned sadacara. It is essentially the same as the teachings of Christ. The problem with the KJB is it speaks in allegories, metaphors, and symbols that are not always easy to understand right away. It's not always clear what it means. This is because the KJB is gematria and one must join a Lodge or Mystery Cult/Secret Society and become initiated into the different Masonic degrees to decode the meanings in the Bible (or spend a huge amount of time studying history, theology, mythology, and the occult to understand the underlying meanings. You can read an original Greek translation or a Gnostic text, then it is clearer. The Bhagavad-gita (english translation), on the other hand, states things very plainly. There is no a mystery or any confusion about what is being said. The original sanskrit is complex (meaning there are multiple layers to a single passage, but in English, we don't get into those layers. Sanskrit, by the way, has resonate properties in the language which raises your vibrations when you speak it. Even reading Puranas and Vedas in Sanskrit, even if you don't know what they mean, has therapeutic properties. You cannot prove God with science. They are not in the same realm. For me personally, it's not like here is some religion with a bunch of rules and I have to make a gamble and just choose to follow it and hope it's real and hope I'm right, and just trust it with no proof, AKA faith. No, I've had experiences which prove to me there is more than meets the eye. The question is what is it, how do you go about learning what it is, and how do you worship it, or guard against it? Religious texts can help with that, but also so can shamanism. You can hear it from the horse's mouth so to speak.