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So ive done a lot of research, i have the "juice" as a lesser being might state... But whomever i tell; they dont care....

Be it the reason why schools in every country teach redundant corriculum, or why history is redacted; i am laughed at, i know reading this, you dont care. I dont need people to care, because telling a colorblind niggerfaggot about the blue sky, its a waste of time, right?

But i have empathy... And i wish i didnt.. i wish i could watch my sister not only vaxx herself, but even worse; vote in our "primary" and think she is making a difference.. and not care.... But i cant..

I literally have knowledge of how to imbue Christ within.. and here i am sooner to kill myself then to do this to myself, because fuck this ugly fucking world...

Ouf it seems like i am asking for help, when i read this back to myself... Im not, i am rAnting..

So ive done a lot of research, i have the "juice" as a lesser being might state... But whomever i tell; they dont care.... Be it the reason why schools in every country teach redundant corriculum, or why history is redacted; i am laughed at, i know reading this, you dont care. I dont need people to care, because telling a colorblind niggerfaggot about the blue sky, its a waste of time, right? But i have empathy... And i wish i didnt.. i wish i could watch my sister not only vaxx herself, but even worse; vote in our "primary" and think she is making a difference.. and not care.... But i cant.. I literally have knowledge of how to imbue Christ within.. and here i am sooner to kill myself then to do this to myself, because fuck this ugly fucking world... Ouf it seems like i am asking for help, when i read this back to myself... Im not, i am rAnting..

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[–] 7 pts

The mental challenge of living outside of the matrix while those you love and interact with are still stuck inside, of their own volition.

My last LTR ended because of this. It can be a heavy burden to live outside of the matrix.