well, then you should admit you believe your governments propaganda and cant critical think for yourself That you actions most likely effected other "sheeple" and even you relatives with your compliance to tyranny . that your own instincts cannot be trusted that you cannot discern between good and evil that you cannot experience true 'love' bc your actions revolve around yourself as your prime motivator...your motivation for action is "FEAR" ... fear for self preservation and "fear" for your reputation before man. If final analysis your self aggrandizing feeling for "love" of others is really "love" for yourself..which you still proudly display