Had Christmas Eve dinner with over 20 people. Everyone is injected, except for me. I thought my Christmas would be full of fighting and smart ass remarks on anti-vaxxers and quack doctors. But instead, it was everyone wanting all this bullshit to end. They aren't going to admit their mistakes, but they are scared that they made the wrong decisions, and desperately want to get to the point where they can pretend like all of this never happened.