I've stirred up some shit here recently, spoke to some privately, and stumbled publicly. I'm a 40 year old man from the great state of Indiana. I've been with my wife for 20 years, and we have 3 boys. 4 years ago I was literally a Janitor, day after day, cleaning urinals by hand, emptying garbage, and mopping floors. Today at the same company I am an IT Systems Administrator. I fought hard for the American dream, and it happened at a special time of our history, more on that later. I've been poor all my life, raised by a single mother, and had way too much responsibility put on me as the oldest child at a young age. My mother needed help, and I come from a stock that everyone in the family pulls their own weight. I became a family man at 19, and worked my ass off to maintain a household. I've worked in a facility for profoundly disabled people. Showering people, changing diapers, feeding, shaving, brushing teeth, providing activities. I've worked in factories, warehouses, wood/cabinet shops, apartment complex handyman etc. All of these jobs just got me by. One day I decided I needed to do more for myself, and my family. Our boys were old enough to take care of themselves, early teens. Time to go back to school. I got a degree in Cyber Security and Digital Forensics at community college. Nothing fancy. My wife bartended and waitressed for my last year so I could totally focus on my studies and stack certs. I did awesome. I was full of hope. I graduated in Obama's last year of presidency, 2016. My dreams were soon dashed. I applied for everything I could, I knew I could get any job I wanted with my high marks and a stack of certs. Not the case. Every listing (which was few) required a bachelors or 4 years of experience. I had an Associate Degree, and no professional experience. I tried for 8 months to get a job with my efforts. Nothing. The thing about that 8 months was my wife became pregnant because I was slow on the draw. So, August of 2017 I needed to get ANY job, my wife couldn't carry the load anymore. I went to a temp agency. "I don't care what it is, I'll do it". They had a job for housekeeping at a business in town. So I went and cleaned toilets for 9 dollars an hour. I did a good job, I had to, our family needed money. It's late 2017, the economy is starting to take shape under President Trump. I continued for another year, cleaning, cracking jokes, building relationships. It's late 2018, jobs are sprouting up everywhere, fuel and necessities are cheaper, the Trump economy is a throbbing boner. My job can't fill help desk positions because of the booming job market. HR learned about my certs, my degrees. So, they thought fuck it, lets see what the shit talking mop guy can do. It was a great time in American history, such a sharp resurgence of American ideals, and it's redemption story. I again worked my ass off, and recently got promoted to IT Systems Administrator. This extreme transformation took place in the Trump administration, jobs everywhere, a bright future. So quickly we are now we are back to the bleak, and depressing era of paycheck to paycheck, and it's hard to deal with. It won't last long frens. Anyway: I was awakened somewhere around 2008 watching 911 videos on youtube. I learned of Bill Cooper, Alex Jones, and David Icke. I was totally engulfed, and learned about the cabal, and all that shit. I fell off with work, life, and honestly wanting to look away because it is a bit much. Fast forward to the spring of 2019, I had totally shut off from the truther movement, and a new IT help desk guy asked if I knew about Q. He felt comfortable with bringing it up because he said that from conversation "he knew I knew". Ever since then I have been all in. I'm banned from normie social media, I've been banned from even greatawakening.win because its a fucking circle jerk of admins and it is no doubtedly comped. I love this place, it reminds me of my time at Encyclopedia Dramatica, no holds barred kind of shit. I love this place, it is one of the last bastions of free speech on the easily accessible internet left. I talked some shit one night here, and I got handed the mop once again. I'm reporting for duty. Sure I've drank too much lately, made some silly posts, but I'm just human. A few know I'm dealing with a tragic death in the family. I will right myself soon, and hope you all keep doing what you do. I just wish more of you would post. I sincerely wish to talk to you. So there you have it, I've laid myself bare. I imagine I'll be met with stupid ass comments, that's fine. But to my friends here, I got your back in times of weakness and strength. WWG1WGA