Are you asking me question? If it is about good versus evil, as I suspect, here is my analogy of an answer for you. A true white will figure a way through the labyrinth of the under world. And all the forces of darkness know this. So they surround the true white at all times. And when the true white makes it through the labyrinth, the forces of darkness grab him, and force him down, so he shares the same fate as them. In the battle of good vs evil, it is all the stupid vs the intelligent The blacks vs the whites is the same thing. They want us to share the same fate as them. If everybody was equal, then the devil has won, because everybody would be evil together. The same with your "protected" class. They want us all to share their fate. If nobody succeeds, then everybody wins, is their perverted twisted logic. I often feel like piggy in the middle.. Be it white trash whores on my left and niggers on my right or rapists and pedos on my left, and liberals on my right. I often fond myself stuck in the middle of groups I do not want, nor need, in my life. And I also feel like Humpty Dumpty, sitting upon his wall, for if I get down and feel free, I often find myself walking on egg shells, which are actually prior versions of myself that have been raved to death, by the evil that surrounds me. I just try to take each day as it comes now. But when I go out now, I carry a weapon for self defence. I would rather have one, and not need one, than need one, and not have one. Best of luck to you Get it off your chest Stress is a killer.