I'm really sorry to hear that man. See this what the rah rah 24/7 or you're a shill folks dont get. We've been promised shit would get better for 4 years and justice would be served and we have seen the exact opposite. People are tired. Not just of that but because every fucking thing in life has become a fight all day every day. This needless shit you're going through with your mom as if her BEING there alone isn't bad enough. People's lives wiped out over this fake horseshit. Marriages crumbling, health problems, money problems, house problems, personal problems. The list is endless. Then to live in a tyrant run liberal filled shithole like this one ALL while hacking out a meager living and you just dont have any thing left to keep climbing back on the trust the plan train. Especially when its obviously stuck on an unused siding.