I can relate. The plans I had went up in smoke as well. I am just grateful I have been able to survive at least this far - no thanks to our elected traitors. I still have a roof over my head and food on the table. I have also been thankful for the ability to pursue other interests that time did not seem to allow prior to the lockdowns. Times like these try our souls, but at the same time, allow us to put our lives into perspective. We can discard all those things we spend our precious time and resources on that in the end are hollow and near meaningless. Sometimes I think God chastises us like this to get rid of our stinkin' thinkin' by removing all that junk from our lives so we can see more clearly and not be so distracted from what is really important - the relationships and the people that truly give our lives meaning. God bless you Patriot and Merry Christmas.