I'm 31 years old, and I have 3 kids. I know what I am doing is right. I also know I will at the end of the day fail. I reign myself in so my pain is mine. There is no reason anyone else should know it. I am outspoken to protect freedom. We are all lying at the end of the day, I'd love to be 100% honest with you guys I really would, but if people knew what I had been through in the last 3 years they would not take me seriously and my fight would be 100 times harder.I don't want to look good, I just want to encourage people to speak their mind. I'll have more kids, I'll try to make the world better and yeah I will keep to myself what doesn't support that, the pain that is involves not everyone has to experience that, I can do it for them and they can have their voice. I'll do this at almost any cost.