I'd say without friends and family, you're free. I don't think any of us should fight. Let these imbeciles suffer in the pit they dug for us.
I think you should move out of the country and live in some scenic area of the world away from America the ShitHole w/it's one-sided laws of persecution.
Lots of these ordinary citizens who did nothing - traitors all - have children. When their children are living as CHINAMEN, and they're crying for help, I'll be vindicated. They're intellectual bullshit caused me and mine to suffer for years and years. don't expect sympathy when your children are treated like dog meat. I'll care b/c they're children, but I'll laugh b/c you did this to them not just to me and your country.
It's not easy to move anywhere, even if you have the money. (Had a downpayment for a house last year. This year I'm in debt 30k) And even if I did I don't even enjoy my passions anymore. I used to just pack up and head off to the forest for days and lie in a hammock reading or hiking the hills. Now I can barely get out of bed without putting my fist through a wall or beating my coffee maker into pieces leaving me with a shredded hand. I just frisebeed a 20 pound weight through a wall.
I don't want to work anymore. I'm too injured to enjoy the extreme shit I used to do. Going out and taking pictures when I hate everyone and have no one to share them with anymore seems like a waste of time and energy if I'm not even enjoying myself.
I no longer enjoy being alive and it makes no sense to me. If I didn't feel retarded for thinking this, I might almost believe there's some kind of targeted energy device pointed at me.
I don't know what to do anymore. So I lie in bed and try to sleep because at least when I'm stoned and sleeping the nightmares don't harass me and my brain is shut off for the most part. I understand why Michael Jackson wanted to sleep all the time now.
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