I was told that first, no one would believe me. My benefactor was a royal and so it makes sense that no one would believe me. Second, they said they would most likely kill me, a loved one, or something like that if I publicly (as in wrote a book) came out with information. (My benefactor didn't say any of this, his people did) That I was involved with forces that could have me taken out from a mile away and no one would ever be the wiser. That so long as I wanted to live a nice quiet life, I was free to go. However, I would never be rich, or powerful, or ever attain anything great in life because they had all the strings for that. I chose freedom anyway.