I start partying

^^^^^^^^^^^^[I-fear-wking-up-so-much.-You're-all,-each-of-you,-just-voices-in-my-head-and-I-don't-want-you-here-but-waking-up-scares-me-more-than-life-itself.-Living-is-a-pain-and-I-don't-want-to-face-the-reality-of-surviving-what-I've-gone-through.](#spoiler)

Start Clutching, your pearls!