Plus the jobs so similar except this place is hard to get on. There’s a lot of people that want this job. A lot of competition. Better quality people. Which is another reason I wanted to get on here so badly. I’m a better quality person and quite frankly I’m tired of working with some of the sorry motherfuckers at my current position. You know I feel like I got my job in the shittiest version of my life. Some of the people I work with, this is their peak. I’m better than them. If I don’t get this job it’s becauze of the interview. It would kill me, knowing who I am, the kind of person I am, the kind of effort I bring. Ultimately it all comes down to talking. If the kind of person I am isn’t enough I don’t know what is. It would break my spirit I think.