i thought long and hard about what to answer, cause of course, there are no easy answers. but one thing maybe: Its okay if the only person you can save is yourself. You dont have to save the whole Planet. Keep being white, keep learning, keep living a good life. Be a positive influence, if only a small one, to your surroundings. Such little acts like being one of the few who thanks the cashier, sometimes such little things might be all one can muster, yet those things can carry far. Just be as good as practical, and remember: if you are stiff and aggressive and unhappy, thats not healthy neither for you nor for our cause. Learn to be the master of your thoughts, and choose well how often you let the negativity of reality darken your mood. Its okay to be a tiny flame, cause together the white race will be a pyre for all who dared to take our kindness as weakness... yet kindness is still the way to go. you know why? cause it makes YOU feel better.