Maybe your approach is wrong casual at first then interest with the intent not a hit and run but a real relationship is only what you're looking for. Be glad the sluts aren't faking it. Do not ever brag, instead be normal be totally honest as if on the stand sworn in. A Christian woman would give leeway to a man that she knew wouldn't say that unless totally honest. Don't talk about anything weird, you hair looks nice, I like your eyes and no swearing at all. Have to look like a saint but without being a pansy either. I myself know the lack of women but that is my life basically so I'm used to it. I don't feel sorry for myself since that is weak, I try to be pleasant and show I'm aware of the corruption in the world since a smart woman would know all that stuff already and agree a dumb one would have been anti trump since she cannot tell bullshit from truth or never checks. Just be patient, maybe it's because the pandemic was seen by God and he did not want to have your small child given the lethal injection like some states want to mandate. Maybe your true love is not ready and would deny the truth and needs Gods love to wake her so she can see you? Remember patience is a virtue or as the military shows "Hurry up and wait" is a thing. Just relax since she'll feel your anxiety and her gut feeling you are full of shit. Also if nervous since you're not a player let her know she might be nervous and admit that herself, get it all out in the open so she knows your real and not an act. Bless you and good luck finding your new wife I'm on that mission also but waiting till I get the green light. I asked for one in my prayers to keep my family line going. I then realized my mistake, if it's the end of times then that doesn't matter since god will give you a new eternal body so those genes don't matter if it all ends in the next few years. Now a person to complete you would be a better prayer since sharing your soul with someone truly is a thing that will not end up with a child having to endure the lies and deceit of these times and abuse of the mind spirit. A woman instead would be reinforce spiritually with a man that loves her with his very being. If you ask then trust and believe and you will be rewarded. I'm just chillin till Jesus decides what it right for timing since his timing is perfect and she will be right for you.