She might be handicapped for all you know. Just trust that Jesus will select one for you and you don't know she could be ugly but the most beautiful woman inside her words make you cry in joy. Don't let your trained tv behavior of looks alone fuck up your prayers, she doesn't have to be white either since I didn't realize believing in Jesus meant being white. Now fucking everything is wrong but if your selected one happens to be off another race then that is that. Remember you are supposed to love everyone and not hate. Now being racist for no reason except you were told by someone or learned it to me is likely a sin that could keep you out of heaven aka in hell. You're bonding with her soul not her body and not her amount of melanin in her skin. If she's true Christian and lives and believes like that it should be enough being touched by the Lord is the joy and test and if they cherish that then she should be good enough. Don't be a snob