I made an ass of myself i guess at the hotel bar other night. I wake up and felt pissed. I feel i wasn't even that drunk but the bar manager fella said some people are being disturbed.. I was talking to another dude at the bar who seemed into what we were talking to and wasn't being loud and his attention was there.. idk felt ambushed. I felt like i was on good behavior this time but who really fucking knows he could have just been watching out making sure i dont stay there and drink too much gave me a free drink to leave the bar area. I too get disturbed by how isolated i am when i dont drink. not sure wtf my problem is. but i definately got to stop drinking for good fk drinking