Focus on getting back to puppy. Or cat if you're a homosexual. A beloved pet is better medicine than cocaine and gunpowder. If you aren't trying to kill people.

There's nothing wrong with your brain.

(((They))) want you to think there's something wrong with your brain.

That's half the reason you want to get fucked up all the time.

I find a little bit of weed helps lately

I made an ass of myself i guess at the hotel bar other night. I wake up and felt pissed. I feel i wasn't even that drunk but the bar manager fella said some people are being disturbed.. I was talking to another dude at the bar who seemed into what we were talking to and wasn't being loud and his attention was there.. idk felt ambushed. I felt like i was on good behavior this time but who really fucking knows he could have just been watching out making sure i dont stay there and drink too much gave me a free drink to leave the bar area. I too get disturbed by how isolated i am when i dont drink. not sure wtf my problem is. but i definately got to stop drinking for good fk drinking

Perhaps you should get a frontal lobotomy or always have a bottle in front of you...

Me neither tbh