Shit man, I’m only on day 5 lol. Alcohol and weed. Today was the first day I really felt like giving in. Didn’t. Won’t. I’m sure there will be more days like that. Looking forward to when I stop counting. You are an inspiration. Thank you.
Keep it up man. The early days are tough, but it gets better eventually. If you're lucky enough to have decent meetings around, AA can be amazing.
Thank you for the encouragement. Starting day 6, so pretty happy about that. Although I have been drinking and smoking for decades, it was only recently that it became so intense I would function in complete black out mode. Scared the shit out of me. Don’t want to be that person. Not to mention what it was doing to my health. Hopefully my liver, heart, and lungs heal to the extent they can.
Inspiration is a lotta smoke up my ass lol. I'm just struggling too, same as anyone.
You’re walking the walk and you’ve made it a lot further than I ever have in over 20 years. If I say you’re an inspiration, then damn it accept it! ;-)
i know that feel too. This is the longest i've been sober as an adult so a couple decades for me to, not all bad tho by any means, the drinking just kinda picked up over time until i found myself scheduling work so i could get wasted drunk 3 times a week w/o a hangover b/c i was drinking so often :P
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