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Alcohol, or my 9mm both looked pretty tasty last night. I didn't do either. However being sober really sucks some times. I've been trying to lose myself working out, even helping others. I just feel like I'm faking happiness at this point.

I don't want to get into it, but my life for the last 20 years is now gone. My only choices are to be destroyed or rise above. However when all I see is sadness and pain ahead of me. It's getting hard to keep it up.

Going to the gym. Might as well leave a good looking corpse ha!

Alcohol, or my 9mm both looked pretty tasty last night. I didn't do either. However being sober really sucks some times. I've been trying to lose myself working out, even helping others. I just feel like I'm faking happiness at this point. I don't want to get into it, but my life for the last 20 years is now gone. My only choices are to be destroyed or rise above. However when all I see is sadness and pain ahead of me. It's getting hard to keep it up. Going to the gym. Might as well leave a good looking corpse ha!

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Please find a close by nature/park area and go for a walk to appreciate nature or landscaping or whatever and the sunshine. Treat yourself to your favorite food, find a live performance. Focus on the pleasant surroundings and what you enjoy about life. Plan and take a vacation to see something you've wanted to see. Get yourself out of the environment you're currently in, even if just for a day, so that you can relax and have a chance to move your thoughts and focus over to something new and having nothing to do with the troubles of the day. You deserve to be happy.