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Alcohol, or my 9mm both looked pretty tasty last night. I didn't do either. However being sober really sucks some times. I've been trying to lose myself working out, even helping others. I just feel like I'm faking happiness at this point.

I don't want to get into it, but my life for the last 20 years is now gone. My only choices are to be destroyed or rise above. However when all I see is sadness and pain ahead of me. It's getting hard to keep it up.

Going to the gym. Might as well leave a good looking corpse ha!

Alcohol, or my 9mm both looked pretty tasty last night. I didn't do either. However being sober really sucks some times. I've been trying to lose myself working out, even helping others. I just feel like I'm faking happiness at this point. I don't want to get into it, but my life for the last 20 years is now gone. My only choices are to be destroyed or rise above. However when all I see is sadness and pain ahead of me. It's getting hard to keep it up. Going to the gym. Might as well leave a good looking corpse ha!

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Agnostic is simply not understanding whether there is a God or not. But from a purely logical standpoint, God is indisputable fact. Order does not just come from chaos without an outside force working on it. Time is the the enemy of order, not its friend.

Church sucks. I like to have a personal relationship with God.

I grew up with agnostic parents. They sent me to a Baptist middle and high school bc I was a troublemaker. Best thing they could have ever done for me. So I can't really blame someone for being agnostic if they were taught by the public schools instead of being shown clearly through biblical science and history classes that God is fact.