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Alcohol, or my 9mm both looked pretty tasty last night. I didn't do either. However being sober really sucks some times. I've been trying to lose myself working out, even helping others. I just feel like I'm faking happiness at this point.

I don't want to get into it, but my life for the last 20 years is now gone. My only choices are to be destroyed or rise above. However when all I see is sadness and pain ahead of me. It's getting hard to keep it up.

Going to the gym. Might as well leave a good looking corpse ha!

Alcohol, or my 9mm both looked pretty tasty last night. I didn't do either. However being sober really sucks some times. I've been trying to lose myself working out, even helping others. I just feel like I'm faking happiness at this point. I don't want to get into it, but my life for the last 20 years is now gone. My only choices are to be destroyed or rise above. However when all I see is sadness and pain ahead of me. It's getting hard to keep it up. Going to the gym. Might as well leave a good looking corpse ha!

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The church and God are seperated on this earth. Having a relationship with him is personal...work on that and you will see He is the only one that matters. The temple of God is in you. No building, no pastor, no other people can give or remove his love from his temple. Be the temple and stand strong.