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Alcohol, or my 9mm both looked pretty tasty last night. I didn't do either. However being sober really sucks some times. I've been trying to lose myself working out, even helping others. I just feel like I'm faking happiness at this point.

I don't want to get into it, but my life for the last 20 years is now gone. My only choices are to be destroyed or rise above. However when all I see is sadness and pain ahead of me. It's getting hard to keep it up.

Going to the gym. Might as well leave a good looking corpse ha!

Alcohol, or my 9mm both looked pretty tasty last night. I didn't do either. However being sober really sucks some times. I've been trying to lose myself working out, even helping others. I just feel like I'm faking happiness at this point. I don't want to get into it, but my life for the last 20 years is now gone. My only choices are to be destroyed or rise above. However when all I see is sadness and pain ahead of me. It's getting hard to keep it up. Going to the gym. Might as well leave a good looking corpse ha!

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[–] • 6 pts

Hang in there, God is bigger than your troubles...look to him for strength and you will rise above everything that comes against you.

[–] • 4 pts

Yea Im an Agnostic pretty much so, yay I have no one...

I tried taking my family to church on Easter a couple of years ago. First thing was them shilling for donations for niggers in Africa. So yea never went back.

[–] • 2 pts

"Yea Im an Agnostic pretty much so, yay I have no one...

There are support groups out there for atheists and agnostics. Talking through your depression with someone who understands it can help.

[–] • 2 pts

The church and God are seperated on this earth. Having a relationship with him is personal...work on that and you will see He is the only one that matters. The temple of God is in you. No building, no pastor, no other people can give or remove his love from his temple. Be the temple and stand strong.

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Agnostic is simply not understanding whether there is a God or not. But from a purely logical standpoint, God is indisputable fact. Order does not just come from chaos without an outside force working on it. Time is the the enemy of order, not its friend.

Church sucks. I like to have a personal relationship with God.

I grew up with agnostic parents. They sent me to a Baptist middle and high school bc I was a troublemaker. Best thing they could have ever done for me. So I can't really blame someone for being agnostic if they were taught by the public schools instead of being shown clearly through biblical science and history classes that God is fact.

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You went to the wrong church. There have always been grifters. Books of Jude and 1 John are all about avoiding them. You might do better with an orthodox church, Greek or Russian. Might not be easy on the drinking side, but with God in your life, you might be able to moderate.