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Just looking for real advice, not just go to the gym. I live in the woods. No AA for sure, no outside help. Every week I tell myself the same thing. Im not here at night this weekend cause Im trying. I feel so much better when I drink, kinda. Last weekend was a wake up call on monday. Fuck I was wondering if I had a stroke or something. Im not going overboard but cant imagine nothing. I assume its just a man up thing. But then I look at the way the world is going and think wtf? What do I have to lose? When everything crashes till then does it even matter? I know yall cant help really. Its a fight Im not sure I care to win.

Just looking for real advice, not just go to the gym. I live in the woods. No AA for sure, no outside help. Every week I tell myself the same thing. Im not here at night this weekend cause Im trying. I feel so much better when I drink, kinda. Last weekend was a wake up call on monday. Fuck I was wondering if I had a stroke or something. Im not going overboard but cant imagine nothing. I assume its just a man up thing. But then I look at the way the world is going and think wtf? What do I have to lose? When everything crashes till then does it even matter? I know yall cant help really. Its a fight Im not sure I care to win.

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[–] 5 pts

Well there you have it. If you don't care and don't really want to quit, you won't. If your life isn't worth it and life isn't worth living or caring about, then drink.

[–] 0 pt

I use almost this exact line with fatties except change 'then drink' to 'then eat'

I don't pretend to understand the alcoholic mind but I remember seeing a documentary where the alcoholic was hallucinating (auditory & visual) in less than 12 hours from not drinking. He was in a concrete cell and trying to dig a hole to get under the bars so he could visit his son. He tore at the concrete till his fingers bled & had to be sedated. His son was dead for close to a decade at this point but he did not realize this. Wicked stuff.