I have told you before, and I will tell you again,
I Believe in God but I do not trust God.
AA is therapeutic for me, but I can never do the 12 steps because step two is impossible.
Well, the steps are how the magic happens. I'd suggest you open yourself to the possibility of 2. Imagine that it's possible. Spiritual progress, not perfection.
Good luck.
I have seen other people work the steps and end up really better for it.
I believe they can work miracles.
I just personally can't see any higher power as being good.
Your higher power doesn't HAVE to be good. Plenty of people manage to make it work while using hippie bullshit "Spirit of the universe" conceptions of God.
You're over thinking it. You just have to be open to the idea that this God CAN help you.
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