Oh, okay - It's not "I'm strong" it's "You're weak and I'm not." That's just rearranging it so you can pretend you're not a self aggrandizing prick while saying it. (pretty jewy, if you think about it.) You're repeating yourself and trying to pretend you're somehow virtuous when you're really just ignorant. You don't understand addiction, and so you see it as "weakness." Our culture tricks massive amounts of people into normalizing self destructive behavior and some of us end up with physical dependence as a result. This sub is for people to help each other climb out of that problem, and you're just popping in to say "You guys are pathetic because this never happened to me." Based on your wall of rambling text, I'm inclined to think you're possibly a drunk yourself, but one who isn't willing to face it, so you lash out at people who have the wherewithal to work on character defects you're not ready to face in yourself. You might try not drinking for a week, and see if you're as "Not weak" as you say.