I have a disease.. Its called CVD Cardio Vascular Disease I have already had a massive amount surgery to try to fix it, but my surgery has failed. I am now refusing the by pass and others surgeries I require to carry on living. I chose death. Over this illusion, called life. Be glad you do not have what I have. I can hardly walk now, and soon I wont be able to crawl again. I live hell and constant pain. I do not recognise my country, or even race any more. I feel betrayed, traumatised and confused. CVD is the biggest killer on Earth.. And I bet you have you have never even heard it.