i find myself logging on in morning after drinkin a lot and goin thru history to see of i did something dumber than usual.
I can type just fine while drunk.
This is a horrible curse to have.
I've woken up in the morning and found myself offering profuse apologies, but that hasn't happened in quite a while.
I helped clean the house this morning, and I've got a medical appointment this afternoon. It's no big deal, they just want to see me in person so that they can continue to prescribe my opiates. They'll also have any recommendations from the team, which I already know what they're going to have me do.
I should keep doing PT for another 5 months, but it's rather unlikely that I will get any improvement from it. This is pretty much as good as it's going to get, probably.
I will keep doing my PT, just in case.
i go to new dr on the 4th. i am relieved to have some relief from this non opiated state of being
I have almost an entire unused script of the 10mg oxy, most of a script of dilaudid, and about half a script of the 15mg time-release oxy.
They give me enough to take my full dose, every single time it's scheduled. I don't take my full dose every time, 'cause it's not always that bad. I still need to get that many, because it could be that bad for an entire 30 day period (and it has been that bad for an entire 30 day period).
So, I have extras. I may ask them to bump the 15mg time release up to 20mg. The dillies are just 4mg, but I get six of them per day and they're just for breakthrough pain.
I'm kind of surprised they still give me the dilaudid.
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