Ah i see, i cant believe i just assumed it was spanish lol. well when i was a feminist, young and dumb, i was really into smaller dudes. They werent feminine, just a smaller shorter build. My mom was always going on about how men were dumb animals that go around raping women so I thought that if i dated a smaller dude (slightly bigger than me) then i could totally take him on if he escalated into a dumb animal. lol, of course thats not true. I've never won in a friendly sparring match if the dude wanted to win, no matter how small he was. so i was totally into slightly more feminine men, and i was a much more masculine woman (due to propaganda and behaviors my mom supported) after being deprogrammed i realize i am allowed to like larger built, masculine men. also i'm focusing on being a female alot more. cooking/cleaning/dressing nice/having babies. I'm engaged to my fiance and have a kid with him. i'm quite determined to not break up with him despite how much my family is just cringing all over. He's the one who redpilled me, and my family did not like to see me change into this new person.